AmandaGothx

 You'll never be good enough for the person who just wants to be with only you You'll do what you want to  I bet it's lonely where it's crowded I bet you feel special as an option (ha) You're a coward  You could of had it all Such a shame, pussy is your downfall We have that in common cause you're a pussy after all I hate even thinking of you We all move on Time stands still in memories Could be a day or an eternity  Just a thought could bring you close to me even when you're a ghost to me  You leave your little breadcrumb trail You're the fucking worst for me You're literally with someone and yet you still thirst for me  I see your little hints I see your little likes Forcing me to think of you in the middle of the night I hope you live in regret  Just enough time has gone by to forget  but you give just enough push to make me remember  You're a snake You're clever  If you ever loved me like you say you did then why couldn't we just be ...

 At this time in my my life, I'm not amused This muse is confused  It is what it is I keep walking on stepping stones I guess so, I must be the vessel  Don't know how far I’ll go It wouldn't hurt to apply some pressure  I don't want to be the whore in your story A horror story This is cinematic, a masterpiece, but tragic… You don't know what you want You're manic  Your cake-you could have it But I would be just another one of your bad habits You're a mirage  What a beautiful empty promise  You're not real  At least you're brutally honest I know the deal I may be blind, but I know your kind,  Face your feelings, see the truth inside  Take value in what's right in front of you  Or leave it all to die I don't want to sink I don't want to drown I want to stand on firm ground I want what's allowed and take pride in what I found So nevermind I'm the selfish kind I want what's mine I want to be a butterfly Freedom, wings Beauty and t...

 I wish I had someone I wish I felt safety I just want to be a big baby, crawl into the safe, warm arms of a man that loves me A man that wants me A man who keeps me A man worth keeping  A man who sees me, who takes me seriously  I wish you had depth I wish you weren't empty I wish you weren't deaf  I wish you had empathy But you don't-you're dark (ha) Must be why I love you Everything about you is art What do I know? I can't see. These heart shaped glasses don't unblind me You, a mirage Time is fleeting Lust is your carnage You hide behind the past But the boy inside is gone Taking little pieces of my heart Our memories are just a song And I watched you change into a fly.... I watched you change alright Flies stick to shit Cause if you really loved me, you'd give me more than this Be a man, own up to your shit I have more song lyrics for you “Give me a reason to make you mine” Instead of leaving me outside crying… Instead of smiling in my face and lying… Ho...

She will be the head you have to spike I'll let you give her one last kiss goodbye You made your bed Now sleep in it  Her blood on your hands Now live with this Snake in the grass- Lives by the trash how convenient  Passed the letter M like in my last name Around the bend where bent her over in shame Walk past the garden that's there on the right You disappear, you're a shadow in the night  All I want is you  How many girls did you send that song to? How many have you done this to? I'm glad I meant so little to you You're something to want not something to have  I knew all along Not sure why I'm so mad You think changing the person will change the situation  Patience baby, learn the lesson  You need to change You're insane  Birthday blunt birthday dinner  not invited to either Office witches, I want to off these bitches, leave them in stitches for stealing his kisses If you felt the pain that I felt it would be a searing pain, it would be a b...

 And maybe that's why I loved you so much because you're more like me than anyone else  With one kiss, you played with fire With one kiss, I believed a liar With one word, I'm deemed your lover  With no words you let me suffer  You're burned in my memory I guess we're enemies You've rid yourself of me Rest in peace, you can sleep easy but you'll never get rid of me sleeping next to girls who are easier than me  That won't stop you from dreaming of me We're connected eternally  That's what happens when you share my energy  I will not be temporary  Time won’t erase our waste of time Space won't make us make our minds Changing the person won't change the situation Stopping communication won't satiate the infatuation In silence we burn In silence we yearn I'm numb, there's no stimulation  I want to hate you Hate takes more patience…

 I wish I never fucked around and found out. I wish we never got together. I wish we could have stayed friends and I could have had you in my life forever