Left Hand Tragic February 2, 2025


 And maybe that's why I loved you so much because you're more like me than anyone else 

With one kiss, you played with fire

With one kiss, I believed a liar

With one word, I'm deemed your lover 

With no words you let me suffer 


You're burned in my memory

I guess we're enemies

You've rid yourself of me

Rest in peace, you can sleep easy

but you'll never get rid of me sleeping next to girls who are easier than me 

That won't stop you from dreaming of me

We're connected eternally 

That's what happens when you share my energy 

I will not be temporary 

Time won’t erase our waste of time

Space won't make us make our minds

Changing the person won't change the situation

Stopping communication won't satiate the infatuation

In silence we burn

In silence we yearn

I'm numb, there's no stimulation 


I want to hate you


Hate takes more patience…



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