AmandaGothx

 I wish I had someone I wish I felt safety I just want to be a big baby, crawl into the safe, warm arms of a man that loves me A man that wants me A man who keeps me A man worth keeping  A man who sees me, who takes me seriously  I wish you had depth I wish you weren't empty I wish you weren't deaf  I wish you had empathy But you don't-you're dark (ha) Must be why I love you Everything about you is art What do I know? I can't see. These heart shaped glasses don't unblind me You, a mirage Time is fleeting Lust is your carnage You hide behind the past But the boy inside is gone Taking little pieces of my heart Our memories are just a song And I watched you change into a fly.... I watched you change alright Flies stick to shit Cause if you really loved me, you'd give me more than this Be a man, own up to your shit I have more song lyrics for you “Give me a reason to make you mine” Instead of leaving me outside crying… Instead of smiling in my face and lying… Ho...

She will be the head you have to spike I'll let you give her one last kiss goodbye You made your bed Now sleep in it  Her blood on your hands Now live with this Snake in the grass- Lives by the trash how convenient  Passed the letter M like in my last name Around the bend where bent her over in shame Walk past the garden that's there on the right You disappear, you're a shadow in the night  All I want is you  How many girls did you send that song to? How many have you done this to? I'm glad I meant so little to you You're something to want not something to have  I knew all along Not sure why I'm so mad You think changing the person will change the situation  Patience baby, learn the lesson  You need to change You're insane  Birthday blunt birthday dinner  not invited to either Office witches, I want to off these bitches, leave them in stitches for stealing his kisses If you felt the pain that I felt it would be a searing pain, it would be a b...

 And maybe that's why I loved you so much because you're more like me than anyone else  With one kiss, you played with fire With one kiss, I believed a liar With one word, I'm deemed your lover  With no words you let me suffer  You're burned in my memory I guess we're enemies You've rid yourself of me Rest in peace, you can sleep easy but you'll never get rid of me sleeping next to girls who are easier than me  That won't stop you from dreaming of me We're connected eternally  That's what happens when you share my energy  I will not be temporary  Time won’t erase our waste of time Space won't make us make our minds Changing the person won't change the situation Stopping communication won't satiate the infatuation In silence we burn In silence we yearn I'm numb, there's no stimulation  I want to hate you Hate takes more patience…

 I wish I never fucked around and found out. I wish we never got together. I wish we could have stayed friends and I could have had you in my life forever

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 You said you didn't want her You played the long game You wanted me to fall in love with you You wanted me to feel the same Careful what you wish for My love for you grew But you texted her you loved her So, now I love you -but were through  Your curse is never having what you worked so hard to get You can keep the love I gave you as it was only 2nd best Your inner demons complete you your excuses hold and keep you Women end up weak over you I won't be weak too You never can quite get it right The things that keep you up at night…  Your hands around her throat, the one that you love most  You spit so much game I'm sure she fell for everything, probably told her she'd have your last name You gave her children Drove her insane You squeeze your hands so tight  Blackout, theres no light Or so you say Maybe she was right Maybe you just lie You're lying all the time You're an addict  A bad habit History repeats every time What if the throat was mine? Look me in ...